5.10.2013

Check Yes or No


Day 10 of the challenge simply states to share our most embarrassing moment. Well I have something embarrassing to let you in on, and it is that I am easily embarrassed.

I am so easily embarrassed that I cannot stand to even watch comedies where the lead simply makes a fool of himself the entire time (think Meet the Faulkers). I feel so embarrassed for them that it’s just too uncomfortable to watch –even though it isn’t even real life!! (I’m also a Disney movie crier, so maybe I’m not proving my point very well.)

AND, the point is, that even the thought of public embarrassment embarrasses me and I would do anything to avoid that feeling, because let’s face it, being embarrassed is a terrible feeling!! So I don’t have some scandalous tale full of embarrassment for your laughing pleasure today. I just don’t. I’ve lived a careful life where every move was precisely calculated so that I could avoid embarrassment at all costs! And although it was extremely mentally tasking for me to come up with anything at all to give to you today, I decided that this wouldn’t be a very good challenge if it didn’t require me to think. So think I did. I dug deep into the far recesses of my brain to uncover a rare embarrassing moment that I had buried very, very deep…

Come back in time with me to the first grade. His name was Lane Lilly and he had the biggest brown eyes and cutest lopsided bowl cut I ever did see. We road the bus together, but we didn’t speak much. Actually, I’m pretty sure we never spoke –but I spoke of him often.

Obviously, my best friend knew all about my love for Lane, but she wasn’t cruel about it like many kids can be –there was no teasing or pestering from her when it came to my undying, unrequited, and unknown feelings for him. Maybe that’s why 18 years later she’s still my best friend. Yet, although there was no singing of, “Lane and Dani sitting in a tree. K.I.S.S.I.N.G,” from her lips, she did come up with one very. very. very. terrible idea right before recess one day.

Her idea was to profess my love for Lane during recess that day in the form of a handwritten note. Oh, but not just any handwritten note! No, this handwritten note would have the words preordained by George Strait himself. If you don’t know which song I’m taking about already, you can listen to it here. (NO JUDGING, PEOPLE. I was 6 and my musical taste was not yet fully developed.)

But I digress…

I torn off a piece of notebook paper, wrote down the chorus to that song, and folded that note into the crispest, most perfect square you’ve ever seen. And then, when the bell rang to dismiss us for recess, I hurried outside with my best friend right by my side and delivered that note to Lane.
I don’t think I said a word as I nervously handed over the note and waiting for him to read it through (I do remember it took him a very long time to read that stupid note.) And then while I was holding my breath he gave me his response, which was…(drumroll, please)…

 “But I don’t even have a pencil!

I believe that was the moment I decided to ran towards the other end of the playground. And it was then too, that for the first time in my life I thought I was going to drop dead of embarrassment. I’ve been avoiding it ever since.

10 comments:

Mallory Hermann said...

LOL that is priceless

Blue Dog Belle said...

Aww... haha. Poor girl. Those early elementary school loves sure were embarrassing.

Kenzie Smith said...

This is seriously the cutest story ever!
I absolutely adore that song, I love me some country.

Jenni@Story of My Life said...

Oh Danielle... that is sooo cute and this post is quite funny! Thanks for the smile! :)

PS - just saying he didn't have a pencil didn't mean he didn't love you!!

Kristine said...

:) this story is too freaking cute! I don't get embarrassed easily at all, but I AM a Disney movie crier! Well, lets face it, I cry at just about anything, haha.

Micael said...

Just like two kids with stars in your eyes. Except on different paths and not husband and wife

chelsea LLinaBC said...

"I don't even have a pencil" - hahaha, a boy WOULD say that. I like your story. I am also envious of how you avoid embarrassing situations. I have not quite mastered that myself. xo - chels @ LLinaBC.com

Jeneric Generation said...

This story is adorable, Danielle! I am exactly like you, in that I have lived a very calculated life to avoid embarrassment. What a great way of putting it! I always have a hard time trying to remember embarrassing moments, not because I don't have any, but because most of them are tiny little incidents that just made me temporarily uncomfortable. Good work digging this one up from your memory. :)

Stephanie said...

Lol about the pencil, typical guy answer!
I loved that song in elementary school and I was always getting crushes on the boys in my class; I'm really surprised I never did this myself! :)

Sarah and Stewart said...

Aw, adorable story! Gosh I can remember so, so many mortifying stories from being a kid. Everything is just so much more intense and dramatic at that age. :-)

Sarah @ Life As Always