10.10.2012

I Don't Mind The Rain


She chatters easily, incessantly, nonstop. The words fall endlessly from the tip of her tongue into the receiver pressed against my ear. I lay the phone upon the counter and the chatter continues, mindless chatter falling on deaf ears. 

Her pitch changes and I quickly reach for the phone and press it once again to my ear.

I’m sorry, what was that?

I can hear her heavy sign. Her failed attempt at repressed frustration.

I saaaid, how can you stand all that rain?

There it is. The change in pitch I thought I heard before. A slight raise in the octave singling that a response is in order. A small adjustment, but big enough to bring me out of my reverie, to set off warming singles in my mind, to remind me that a phone conversation is an exchange between two people.

I don’t mind the rain, I simply answer.

I gently, soundlessly place the phone back on the counter and the ceaseless chatter begins again.

She doesn’t know that it hasn’t rained for weeks in Seattle; that the ground is in desperate need of a downpour, that there is a burn ban and a brush pile in my backyard. She doesn’t know how the lake water is receding. Nor does she know how I have seamlessly adapted into my new home 3,000 miles away. How I too am in a fragile season, a drought. With only one careless spark away from bursting into uncontrollable, raging flames.

She never asked.

I don’t mind the rain. The rain would be relief.

I wait by the counter a little longer, listening for the change in pitch to once again occur.

One. Two. Three minutes pass.  The words fall off her lips into the open space around me. I hit the red button on the receiver, push away from the counter, and wait for the rain.

8 comments:

Racquael said...

WOW, That was AMAZING!!!!! So much detail i could actually see it.

Elle said...

got to love people that don't realize that a conversation requires two people. it drives me nuts!
and i would love some rain too! fire season scares me. it is supposed to rain here tomorrow, but who knows, it might end up being 80 again.
if you need a friend, i am just down the coast about 1,200 miles. :)

Cara said...

Beautiful! I am praying for the rain too!

Shai Smith said...

Beautifully written!

Chelsea Lennox said...

So, you should write a book.

Lindsey Marlor said...

seriously! are you a poet?? such a pretty little post!
www.pillowthought.com

Alexa Slezak said...

Beautiful post, Danielle! You're a wonderful writer, so eloquent :)

chanel said...

beyond beautiful! i don't mind the rain either. ;)


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